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I DON'T CARE ANY MORE!!!

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Nov. 2nd, 2005 | 04:13 pm
mood: crushed crushed
music: D C

Went out the other night with a few friends, called my best mate to see if see was alright to have her blame me for breaking her and her boyfriend up so i felt really bad, friends calmed me down and i carried on doing karaoke wow was i good after that, i reached every high note (very impressed with my self)and then when i got home my mate ponied out that my money was gone! £30 on my side my fag money and for milk and eggs when i eat my food and as if that did top the night i couldn't sleep because i keep thinking about Rie.

Then i read her on line journal and it hardly had anything to do with me it sounds like she had a good escape so how she can blame me i don't know. so after my week i'm really not caring for anyone right now, just when i was starting to again and people Wonder why i don't care. remember i don't post everything in here.

I just got chatted up! lol. Told him where to go and it wasn't a nice place. think I'm ill i couldn't sleep last night and fell asleep this morning (10ish) and woke up at 1 sweating everywhere. Spoke to my dad last night his sending me money Thursday i told him i needed 15 but he'll send me 30 because he always doubles it. So need a fag :-(

I nearly dyed today i was in a lesson and we had i competition between us who could fit the most Sweet's in our mouth's and keep them in there the most i was second because everyone else gave up (you know me i don't quite) so its just me and Arron (the one who likes me) staring at each other and Chris makes me laugh and and i breath in and a mint imperial goes all the way down my throat and i swear i couldn't breath for minutes and everything was going really slow and everyone was just watching and i spat them all out (over the table lol VERY funny) and I'm there changing colours going slightly blue and I'm coughing my guts up still not able to breath.

So i try and take a big breath and it moved all the way down and then i could breath. so i take a breath and burst out laughing but there's like three other students in the class and they was just watching (they said i was turning blue) and my teacher just went to the table and got me a class of water from the kettle (boiled 5 Min's before)! i was laughing for about 5Min's before i said I'm going for a Fag (Mandie) had a drag, couldn't have anymore feels like I'd been swallowing razor blades Still does!
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pinkperson

From: pinkperson
Date: Nov. 2nd, 2005 04:59 pm (UTC)
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You know what I’m gonna start looking out for number one for a change, I’m fed up of people perceiving me as someone I’m not

That is all I have to say!!!

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kittycake666

From: kittycake666
Date: Nov. 2nd, 2005 05:06 pm (UTC)
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Thats what I've been trying to do, apart from when it came to you, now your blameing me for you and potter. have you read your journal?

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pinkperson

From: pinkperson
Date: Nov. 2nd, 2005 05:10 pm (UTC)
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Can’t you tell... I can't give a s**t anymore, think what you want, I’ve given up trying to put my point across, nobody’s listning.

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kittycake666

From: kittycake666
Date: Nov. 2nd, 2005 05:13 pm (UTC)
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I am you know that, i just don't like to blamed for stuff when they was more to it than you told me!

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YEAH back to normal nearly

kittycake666

From: kittycake666
Date: Nov. 2nd, 2005 05:34 pm (UTC)
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I've just had a fag and i could smoke it

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