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my past the truth

Mar. 30th, 2006 | 10:34 am
location: france
mood: intimidated intimidated
music: none

ive been thinking about my past alot this week, mostly about my ex rob wondering if i was as bad as him and i just got it! even if he was half as baf as he was i still wouldnt be close. i mean he raped me, beat me, was never faithfull, forched me to do things, treated me like dirt and worste of alltoke advantace of me been weak and made me kill my child. all i did was cheat once with someone i cared for and still do. so yes i did do the right thing by leaving him. im so glad i have a secound family.

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Mar. 14th, 2006 | 11:52 am

sorry ive been away for a while been up to stuff well thats it i dont think i need this any more i have a normal journal now

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a little joke for you

Dec. 19th, 2005 | 08:24 pm
mood: ill ill
music: D.C

Three guys died and when they got to the pearly gates, St. Peter met them there.

St. Peter said, "I know that you guys are forgiven because you're here. But before I let you into heaven, I have to ask you a couple of questions.Make sure you tell the truth because if you don't, we'll have to ask you to visit the beast below. Your answers will also determine what kind of car you will get.You have to have a car here in heaven because it is so huge!"

St. Peter asked the first man, "How long were you married?"

The guy replied, "24 years."

St. Peter then asked, "Did you ever cheat on your wife?"

The guy said, "Yeah, about 10 times... but you said I was forgiven."

Peter said, "Yes, but that's not too good. Here's a Pinto for you to drive."

The second guy got the same questions from Peter to which he replied, "I was married for 41 years and cheated on her only once, but that was during our first year and we worked it out. I was faithful thereafter."

Peter said, "I'm pleased to hear that. Here's a Mercedes SUV for you to drive."

The third guy said, "Peter, I know what you're going to ask. I was married for 63 years and didn't even look at another woman!I treated my wife like a queen!"

Peter said, "Now that's what I like to hear!Here's a Jaguar for you to drive."

A little while later, the two guys with the Lincoln and the Pinto saw the guy with the Jaguar crying on the golden sidewalk, so they went to see what was the matter. When they asked him what was wrong he tearily said, "I just saw my wife and she was on a skateboard!"

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it all looks good

Dec. 19th, 2005 | 03:08 pm

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Dec. 5th, 2005 | 07:26 pm

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In March pinkperson and I robbed a bank (-50 points). In July I gave iamfrontosa a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points). Last month I stole elaminen's purse (-30 points). In November I helped glimt hide a body (-173 points). In February I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (326 points).

Overall, I've been nice (68 points). For Christmas I deserve a pony!


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Nov. 16th, 2005 | 09:53 pm

<td align="center">Fun is most important in your life.

Having a high focus on fun indicates that you value your own enjoyment over anything else. And there is nothing wrong with that. Your motto is we're here for a good time - not a long time.

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everythings saying i'm evil *sulk*

Nov. 7th, 2005 | 09:22 pm
mood: evil evil

Wow! You are a 29 graded risk!
Damn, you are one dangerous person to know. Anyone asks, you never took this test and I sure as anything didn't write it. In 10 years time you're gonna be wanted on every continent for everything they can throw at you. Take my advice, always take a toothbrush and a flannel with you; you can get very sweaty with all those men in suits after you.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

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You scored higher than 97% on dangerpoints
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how far away i am

Nov. 3rd, 2005 | 02:17 pm
mood: lonely lonely

http://maps.google.co.uk/maps?q=from%3A+bh15++to%3A+Stoke-on-Trent,+ST1&ll=51.998410,-1.428223&spn=3.097547,7.796448&t=k&f=d&hl=en how far i moved away from everyone :'(

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Nov. 2nd, 2005 | 04:13 pm
mood: crushed crushed
music: D C

Went out the other night with a few friends, called my best mate to see if see was alright to have her blame me for breaking her and her boyfriend up so i felt really bad, friends calmed me down and i carried on doing karaoke wow was i good after that, i reached every high note (very impressed with my self)and then when i got home my mate ponied out that my money was gone! £30 on my side my fag money and for milk and eggs when i eat my food and as if that did top the night i couldn't sleep because i keep thinking about Rie.

Then i read her on line journal and it hardly had anything to do with me it sounds like she had a good escape so how she can blame me i don't know. so after my week i'm really not caring for anyone right now, just when i was starting to again and people Wonder why i don't care. remember i don't post everything in here.

I just got chatted up! lol. Told him where to go and it wasn't a nice place. think I'm ill i couldn't sleep last night and fell asleep this morning (10ish) and woke up at 1 sweating everywhere. Spoke to my dad last night his sending me money Thursday i told him i needed 15 but he'll send me 30 because he always doubles it. So need a fag :-(

I nearly dyed today i was in a lesson and we had i competition between us who could fit the most Sweet's in our mouth's and keep them in there the most i was second because everyone else gave up (you know me i don't quite) so its just me and Arron (the one who likes me) staring at each other and Chris makes me laugh and and i breath in and a mint imperial goes all the way down my throat and i swear i couldn't breath for minutes and everything was going really slow and everyone was just watching and i spat them all out (over the table lol VERY funny) and I'm there changing colours going slightly blue and I'm coughing my guts up still not able to breath.

So i try and take a big breath and it moved all the way down and then i could breath. so i take a breath and burst out laughing but there's like three other students in the class and they was just watching (they said i was turning blue) and my teacher just went to the table and got me a class of water from the kettle (boiled 5 Min's before)! i was laughing for about 5Min's before i said I'm going for a Fag (Mandie) had a drag, couldn't have anymore feels like I'd been swallowing razor blades Still does!

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Nov. 1st, 2005 | 05:28 pm
mood: pissed off pissed off
music: Club Land

I'm not going to talk for a few days. i'll let you know if anything happy happens oh and by the way it shouldn't.

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